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Writer's pictureCourtney Loftin

Navigating the Waters: From Small Town Star to College Struggles and Beyond

Updated: Feb 19


Pull up a chair and let me take you on a journey through my ups and downs, from being the big fish in a small pond to swimming in the vast ocean of college life.


imagine my excitement when I got the chance of a lifetime

Growing up in a small town, I was used to being the one everyone knew. Whether it was dominating the track or acing my exams, I was on top of the world. So, you can imagine my excitement when I got the chance of a lifetime to choose any top school in the country for track.


But, let me tell you, stepping onto that college campus was like diving headfirst into a whirlpool of uncertainty. Suddenly, my status as an athlete seemed to overshadow my achievements as a student. It was a tough pill to swallow, feeling like a second-class citizen in the eyes of some.


To add salt to the wound, I found myself surrounded by the cream of the crop, the children of America's elite. While I was scrimping and saving to afford cafeteria meals and on-campus living, my peers were living it up in off-campus apartments, sporting designer threads, and never batting an eye at the cost of a lunch or an extra water bottle.


Coming from a family where "I'm broke as a joke" was practically our motto, the juxtaposition was stark. I'll never forget the anxiety that gripped my mom at the grocery store checkout, a constant reminder of our financial struggles. It felt like I barely had anything compared to my classmates.


So, what did I do? I rolled up my sleeves and dove into the grind. Two jobs, one paid, one unpaid internship, all while trying to balance academics and athletics. But soon enough, reality hit me like a ton of bricks. I realized that my dreams extended far beyond the track, and if I wanted to achieve them, sacrifices had to be made.


Quitting track was one of the hardest decisions I ever made, but looking back, I wouldn't change a thing. It opened up a world of possibilities, allowing me to immerse myself fully in my studies and personal growth. And let me tell you, the journey wasn't easy.


a world of possibilities

Despite leaving athletics behind, I still felt like an outsider at times. But through quality friendships and a relentless dedication to my studies, I found my place. Majoring in sociology and exploring my passion for writing and art became my new focus.

Gone were the days of studying in front of the TV or hunched over a family computer. I traded them in for long hours in the library, diving deep into my textbooks and exploring new ideas. And you know what? The fear of speaking up in class slowly faded away, replaced by a newfound confidence in my abilities.


Through it all, I came to realize that money didn't define me. What mattered was my thirst for knowledge and personal growth. I stopped chasing after unattainable goals and instead focused on building a future that aligned with my values.

Now, as I look ahead, I dream of a future where financial stress is a thing of the past. I want my children to grow up knowing that they have enough, without constantly worrying about making ends meet. And for me, that means striving not just for financial freedom, but for true independence.


financial stress is a thing of the past

So, here's to setting goals that push us forward, without burying us in debt. Here's to building a legacy of financial stability that we can pass down for generations to come. And most importantly, here's to embracing the journey, no matter how choppy the waters may get.

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